Post by becca on Apr 29, 2009 0:32:06 GMT -5
dearest rebecca nott ,
i'm just happier being confused
beside the fire, as long as it's with you
A FEW FACTS ABOUT LITTLE MISS INDEPENDENT
`` SIXTEEN
`` HALF VEELA, HALF PURE
`` MANIPULATES
`` CHARMS
`` SLY AND CUNNING
* i'll always be there
when you come back down
you got to leave me now, you got to go alone, youAVERAGEFRIEND
got to chase a dream, one that's all your own beforeCONFIDANT
it slips away. when you're flyin' high, take my heart along.PRACTICALLYFAMILY
i'll be the harmony to every lonely song that you learnINSEPERABLE
to play. when you're soarin' through the air i'll be yourPENPAL
solid ground. take every chance you dare, i'll still beFORGIVENFRIEND
there when you come back down, when you come backCHILDHOODFRIEND
down. i'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return, my greatestFRENEMY
fear will be that you will crash and burn and I won't feelFAMILYFRIEND
your fire. i'll be the other hand that always holds the lineBESTGUY
connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine, i'mESTRANGEDFRIEND
strung out on that wire, and i'll be on the other end,STRESSFULFRIEND
to hear you when you call. angel, you were born to flySAMEWAVELENGTH
if you get too high, i'll catch you when you fall, i'll catchENEMYTURNED
you when you fall. your memory's the sunshine every newBESTFRIEND
day brings. i know the sky is calling, angel, let me help youSAMECLIQUE
with your wings. one day you'll see her and you'll know whatBESTGIRL
i mean. take her or leave her she will still be the same. she'llGOSSIPPAL
not try to buy you with her time. but nothing's the same, asSTUDYBUDDY
you will see when she's gone. it's foreign on this side, and i'llFAKEFRIEND
not leave my home again. there's no place to hide and I'mOPPOSITEFRIEND
nothing but scared. you dream of colors that have never beenDRINKINGPAL
made, you imagine songs that have never been played. they willPARTYPAL
try to buy you and your mind. only the curious have somethingANNOYINGFRIEND
to find. it's foreign on this side, and the truth is a bitter friend.FORBIDDENFRIEND
but reasons few have i to go back again. your first dawn blindedPARTNERINCRIME
you, left you cursing the day. entrance is crucial and it's notFLIRTYFRIEND
without pain. there's no path to follow, once you're here.ACQUAINTANCE
you'll climb up the slide and then you'll slide down the stairs.OTHERHALF
it's foreign on this side, but it feels like i'm home again.ONANDOFF
there's no place to hide but i don't think i'm scared.PEACEMAKER
* somebody more like you
i didn't hear you say you're sorry
the fault must be mine, i wish you all the best of luckHATEYOU
at finding somebody more like you, you said you'd loveHATEME
me always, truly, i must have changed, 'cause you don'tANNOYME
need me like you used to. i hope you find somebody moreANNOYYOU
like you. i hope you finally find someone, someone thatUTTERLOATHING
you trust and give him everything, i hope you meet someoneBACKSTABBED
your height so you can see eye-to-eye with someone as smallYOUDISUGSTME
as you. you came out of nowhere, made me smile, then toreIDUSGUSTYOU
me in two, saying, "we're very different people," so dear, iFRIENDTURNED
hope you find somebody more like you, i hope you find somebodyAPATHY
more like you. it's been a long time comin' and the cards wereMUTUALHATE
stacked. it's been a long hard road to hell and back. your loveSCAREDOFME
meant trouble from the day we met. you won every hand, i lostSCAREDOFYOU
every bet. now you'd think that I should've known better. now iMUTUALANNOYANCE
think that I should've seen it come. my heart sank when i readCOMPETITOR
that letter. it sank like a stone, it sank like a stone. a cup ofMISCOMMUNICATION
cold coffee, yesterday's mail. a bad love like this is always boundCHEATED
to fail. your love meant trouble from the day we met. if you wantMUTUALDISLIKE
your things, they're on the front step. now you'd think that iGREENWITHENVY
should've known better. now i think that i should've seen it come.KNIDASORTENEMY
my heart sank when i read that letter. it sank like a stone, it sankDIEBITCHBIE
like a stone. all alone in my kitchen. all alone in my head. somethingsUNFRIENDLYRIVALRY
you can't take back, once they've been said. i don't know what thisFRIENDLYRIVALRY
love is for. all I know is I don't want it anymore.ONPRINCIPLE
* young and with no clue
now i wanna love you
well, i sat down next to a photograph, tried my best almost made herFLIRT
laugh. she was my toughest crowd. there in the way was a mountainCRUSHONME
up in the clouds. well i can't sleep and i'm not in love, i can't speakPURELYLUST
without messing up. eye's tell of what's behind and hers showed theCRUSHONYOU
way to a long and a lonely climb. but through failure i'll proceed andFLEETINGGLANCES
she'll see how far i've come. and it's you and me in the sun and seaINFATUATION
i'll offer my arms to yours, it seems to me, no mystery, it isn't. so i'llFUTURE
try hard to speak. well, i sat down next to a living hell, tried my bestENEMIESWITHBENEFITS
until i struck out. movement is not mine, i stood in the way pretendingFUCKBUDDIES
that i was the vine, but no failure will proceed from a mouth that drinksFLING
it's wine. and it's not me, not my sanctity, these aren't my words to youFORBIDDENLOVERS
it's all clear when it's not from here, so clear, so i'll try not to speak.EXESDON'TSPEAK
if today was not an endless highway, if tonight was not a crooked trailONENIGHTSTAND
if tomorrow wasn't such a long time, then lonesome would mean nothingEXESWETALK
to me at all. yes, and only if my own true love was waiting, if i couldEXESISTILLWANTYOU
hear his heart softly pounding. yes, and only if he was lying by meEXESYOUSTILLWANTME
would i lie in my bed once again. i can't see my reflection in the waters,BEDWARMER
i can't speak the sounds that show no pain, i can't hear the echo ofFLING
my footsteps or remember the sound of my own name. yes, and onlyCHILDHOODSWEETIE
if my own true love was waiting, if i could hear his heart softly pounding.FINAL
yes, and only if he was lying by me, would i lie in my bed once againEXSTILLFEELINGS
there's beauty in that silver singing river, there's beauty in that sunrisePURELYPHYSICAL
in the sky, but none of these and nothing else can touch the beautyFRIENDSWITHBENEFITS
that i remember in my true love's eyes. yes, and only if my own trueMUTUALCRUSH
love was waiting, if i could hear his heart softly pounding. yes, andFIANCE
only if he was lying by me would i lie in my bed once again.SPOUSE
* while others have excuses
i have my reasons why
where am i today? i wish that i knew, 'cause looking aroundFAMILY
there's no sign of you, i don't remember one jump or one leapSIBLING
just quiet steps away from your lead. i'm holding my heart outPARENTS
but clutching it too, feeling this short of a love that we onceGOODINFLUENCE
knew, i'm calling this home when it's not even close, playingBADINFLUENCE
the role with nerves left exposed. standing on a darkenedMIXEDFEELINGS
stage, stumbling through the lines. others have excuses,COMPLETELYIGNORED
but i have my reasons why. we get distracted by dreams ofMENTOR
our own, but nobody's happy while feeling alone. and knowingROOMMATE
how hard it hurts when we fall, we lean another ladder againstCLASSMATE
the wrong wall, and climb high to the highest rung, to shakeYOURESPECTME
fists at the sky. when shadows fall, he'll close his eyes to hearIRESPECTYOU
the clocks unwind, powerless to leash the hands of time. kingdomsMUTUALRESPECT
fall, the earth revolves, the rain will come this spring, and nothingIPROTECTYOU
he could say would change a thing. seven wonders crowed the man,YOUPROTECTME
knowing six are gone, and how the great illusion lingers on. he can'tFIRSTNAMEBASIS
enfold the sun or moon or wind within his hand, but count the timesHERO/HEROINE
he'll shout the great i am while all the while, a pontiff smile veilingSTALKER
his disgrace at never owning more than second place. seven wondersSTALKEE
crowed the man, knowing six are gone, and how the great illusionNEVERMET
lingers on. seven wonders crowed the man, knowing six are gone,GUARDIANANGEL
and how the great illusion lingers, oh, the grand illusion lingersNEVERMET
while the sad confusion lingers on.SHOULDERTOCRYON
* give credit where it's due
i've got good taste
well, this beautiful plotter made by tupperware!beware over at caution.
all the lyrics are from the wonderful nickel creek and you know, you should
listen to them, they are completely amazing despite the fact that they
disbanded *cries*, so listen to them. now to some easy rules for you to
remember: don't steal this or ninjas will attack you in your sleep and there
won't be anything left for people to bury; my character does not need 17
trillion bffffffffffs and lovahs, be creative; say anywhere and you will be
completely ignored because that just sucks, period; no one liners, they are
also a complete aggravation that leave me sick; use icons that go well
together because why would we want to make this shipper ugly with ill
chosen piccehs. leave this tag on or the ninjas will think it's stealing and
go through with the plan, capisce? colors from the color blender. duh.
quote for the colors or be eaten by rabid pandas.
